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Was reading a book awhile back and ran across this passage.  Kind of made me think about all the stuff that's happened over the past few years...

"I changed the rules on her partway through our marriage, and I was so anxious to finally become the real me that I didn't stop to think about what those changes would do to her--or to us.  I think she honestly tried to like it here, but she couldn't."

--from Let It Snow, by Sherry Lewis

I think that is rather accurate, to be honest....
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but as we speak, I'm in EVE Online waiting for a large-scale Corp mission!  I caved on 1 April and signed up for a trial account (which I will be converting to a regular account at the end) and am now a miner with The Zohar Project.  I have to say, that even though I don't know a lot as of  yet, it is a ton of fun-and I've met some people that I'm pretty sure will be great online friends.  So I'm looking forward to seeing where this all goes.  :)

1 April was also my anniversary-and no, I'm not joking.  Overall, I just felt really sad and disappointed though.  Kevin did send me a text message and some flowers, both of which were very nice and quite thoughtful of him.  I thought about calling him, but it just felt all shades of awkward, so I settled for just texting him back.  The card with the flowers said, Though I don't know where we're headed, I just want to let you know that I think about you every day.  Was quite sweet actually.  Definitely wasn't expecting that.  I also had counseling that day, so it was a bit odd of a day all around.

 Since I no longer hear from Tomas, I try to keep up with things through the sites that I know he frequents--as they're sites that I frequent as well.  Had to laugh a bit though yesterday-for two reasons.  Reason 1:  I checked Nathalie's facebook (because she posts more frequently than he does), only to notice a friend of hers had asked for her phone number....which she posted *on her wall*.  Not the brightest thing to do by far!  Reason 2:  when I checked Tomas' deviantart I noticed his avatar had been changed....to a picture of Edward from Twilight.  It was one of those animated ones that showed the pic and then it said "Team Edward" after.  I lol'd so hard.  I just couldn't help it!  I haven't watched Twilight at all, but the thought of Tomas being with "Team Edward" was just too funny.   :D

Found out yesterday that Anthony's mom might have to move back to Phoenix, and if so, he'll have to decide whether he'll stay in OKC or move back with her.  I know he misses his friends back there, but I know that people will miss him here as well--including me.  I'm trying not to get upset, because it's not like anything has been decided yet, so I'll just have to be patient and wait to see what happens. 

And now I'm off to EVE!


Quote of the Post:  Patience makes lighter, what sorrow may not heal.  -Horace

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it pours.  The old saying must be true. 

On top of everything else that's happened today- dad taking off with Airita to Chicago without telling *anyone* (making my sister and I worry), and Tomas' email- I then have to deal with Kevin's crap, and then my sister calls to tell me that her father-in-law died. 

As if I didn't have enough going on already.


Quote of the Post:  Everything passes, everything perishes, everything palls.  -Proverb


I'm going to go eat some ice cream...and cry some more.  Because right now, my life is shit.

...



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Was able to get out and play some Magic last night!  Was good to get out of the house for a bit and see people that I normally don't get to.  Thankfully Anthony agreed to watch the kids for me so I could go.  Mason went up to Little Shoppe with me-there were very few people there-I'm blaming the fact that it's now spring break.  Actually, it was a nice change that it was such a small group-would be nice to play like that again sometime.  I also got some new cards, so looking forward to seeing what I can do with them.  Hopefully more than I did last night.  It was not good-I lost... :(  Oh well, better luck next time I guess!

Went with Thad, Tara, and Anthony to see Alice in Wonderland today.  It was really good!  Saw it in 3-D IMAX too.  :)  Definitely something to buy when it comes out on video.  Loved what they did with the Cheshire Cat, but then, he always was my favorite character...I'm thinking about reading the book again, as it's been quite awhile.  I think I have an annotated version around here somewhere...


Overall it was an excellent day.  Had to deal with Kevin a bit on the phone, but that's to be expected-and it wasn't too bad.  *shrugs*  Definitely nothing to ruin it though, which is a good thing!


Quote of the Post:  The whole life of man is but a point in time; let us enjoy it.

-Plutarch


Currently Watching:  House

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